In the moment

Now so happy its ridiculous.

.school is so much fun..for example..my dear 50 year old male student from Afganistan, whose entire family wiped out..except for his wife..a serious but extremely polite man..we had been drilling pronounciation - pass vs path, sick v thick. I had all the words in a little box..Each student had to select one and read it..Doust pulls his out and reads "sad" - unfortunatly he was reading it upside down..was "pass"..70 year old Chinese Pin, who had been industriously copying fron the board..told me at the end of class she " no looky looky..glasses not working"..still we have a ball..Im so energised by the end of the morning..

and than home to plan and organise holiday after holiday..today sydney , two weeks timePerth, 4 weeks Bali..China in March.
I love the fact that we dont know where we will be living next year..all will be well!!!xxx

WHat a lucky girl I am!!Not missing Perth at all now ( apart from Timmy and a few dear friends)..just in the moment in Melbourne..counting my blessings effortlessly and frequently

need something..dont know what

3 months since last blog.. Im now through my significant, paralyzing, horrible depression..and the days are warm and I'm reasonably content with my little life for now..not doing enough..apart from two days with my students..and 3 times at the gym..my life lacks structure..love reading, playing on the computer, watching the box..but not enough!!...

keep brainstorming ideas..but none gel...just feel like i am marking time dong the bare minumum..waoting til my laziness pushes me to commit to something..sewing, art , film making, screen writing,, rowing,more good charity stuff, learn a language, master something onthe computer..get really fit..play guitar..on and on the ideas go with relentless circularity..at least I know what I dont want..mind fuck ..personal development type stuff
I just dont know..seeing Julie and JUlia last night..made me think about their efforts to fill voids in their lives and how fulfilled and challenged they both were..but they were both passionate about food and cooking..

come on universe throw something at me please!!!!!!!!