3 months since last blog.. Im now through my significant, paralyzing, horrible depression..and the days are warm and I'm reasonably content with my little life for now..not doing enough..apart from two days with my students..and 3 times at the gym..my life lacks structure..love reading, playing on the computer, watching the box..but not enough!!...
keep brainstorming ideas..but none gel...just feel like i am marking time dong the bare minumum..waoting til my laziness pushes me to commit to something..sewing, art , film making, screen writing,, rowing,more good charity stuff, learn a language, master something onthe computer..get really fit..play guitar..on and on the ideas go with relentless circularity..at least I know what I dont want..mind fuck ..personal development type stuff
I just dont know..seeing Julie and JUlia last night..made me think about their efforts to fill voids in their lives and how fulfilled and challenged they both were..but they were both passionate about food and cooking..
come on universe throw something at me please!!!!!!!!
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